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I’M JUST SITTING HERE WATCHING THE REAL HOUSEWIVES OF ORANGE COUNTY, EATING POPCORN AND DRINKING SOME COKE. I’M NOT EATING ANYMORE DIET CRAP AND I AM OFF WEIGHT WATCHERS. I’VE WORKED SO HARD TO GET DOWN TO MY OLD SELF AGAIN SO I FEEL LIKE I CAN EAT NORMAL AGAIN. THE ONLY THING I’VE CHANGED IS I EAT MORE AND NOT SKIP MEALS. I JUST EAT SMALLER PORTIONS. I WORK OUT SO HARD I DESERVE TO EAT BAD SOMETIMES. PLUS IT’S FUN EATING ICECREAM WITH OLIVIA OR SOME COOKIES. I AM AT A POINT IN MY LIFE WHRE I’IM INVESTING MORE TIME IN MYSELF. WHEN OLIVIA GOES TO BED I MAKE SURE I PAMPER MESELF A LITTLE. IT’S DEFINITELY MAKE ME A BETTER MOTHER. I AM READY TO GO BACK TO WORK BUT I THINK IT’S TIME FOR ANOTHER BABY. DONNY AND I ARGUE ABOUT THIS ALL THE TIME. I JUST THINK IT SHOULD BE MORE OF MY DECISION THAN HIS. BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED AND WE HAD “THE TALK” WE AGREED ON HAVING TWO CHILDREN. AND I AM VERY BOTHERED THAT HE’S CHANGED HIS MIND. SO IT’S DEFINITELY NOW OR AND NOT LATER. I CAN FINALLY FIT BACK INTO ALL OF MY OLD CUTE CLOTHES. BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED I WAS MAKING A LOT OF MONEY AND I SPENT IT ON CLOTHES. SO I WAS DETERMIND TO GET RID OF THE BABY FAT AND LOOK GREAT AGAIN. MAN IT FEEL SO GOOD TO PICK SOMETHING OUT OF THE CLOSET AND WEAR ALMOST EVERYTHING. I STILL HAVE ONE PAIR OF SKINNY JEANS THAT ARE TIGHT IN THE BOOTY. AND THERE ARE ONE PAIR OF GOAL JEANS THAT I HAVE. ONE DAY I WAS IN THE DANCE ROOM WHEN I WAS IN COLLEGE AND SOMEHOW THESE VERY TINY JEANS WOUND UP IN MY GYM BAG. SO OF COURSE I TRIED THEM ON TO SEE IF I COULD FIT THEM. AND THEY WERE TIGHT IN THE BOOTY… I HAVE I BIG BOOTY. WELL I AM GOING TO WEAR THEM ON CHRISTMAS. AND THEY WILL LOOK AND FEEL GOOD. I WILL POST PICTURES OF THEM. I WORKOUT SO MUCH. IT’S CRAZY SOMETIMES. AND THERE ARE SOME DAYS WHERE I DRED IT. BUT I DO IT ANYWAY. AND I SWEAT LIKE A PIG SO WHEN I AM FINISHED I FEEL LIKE SUPERWOMEN. I KNOW I PISS MY NEIGHBORS OFF BECAUSE I WORKOUT AT 2 AND 3 IN THE MORNING. I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE. I DON’T HAVE A MEMBERSHIP BECAUSE WE ARE SO BROKE. AND I CAN’T GO TO DANCE CLASS RIGHT NOW SO I AM DOING IT ON MY OWN. I DO MY ZUMBA ROUTINE WHICH LASTS FOR AN HOUR. AND THEN I DO THE SLIM IN 6 DVD. MY SISTER RHONDA GAVE IT TO ME AND IT WORKS LIKE MAGIC. IT’S SUPPOSED TO SLIM YOUR THIGHS AND MAKE YOU LEAN. WHEN I GAINED WEIGHT FROM MY PREGNANCY I GAINED MOST OF IT MY THIGHS AND BOOTY AND THEY WERE BIG ENOUGH BEFORE I GOT PREGNANT. SO I AM JUST TONING IT UP FOR THE MOST PART NOW. MY STOMACH NEEDS SOME ATTENTION TOO. THANK GOD I DIDN’T GET STRETCH MARKS ON MY BELLY…GOD WAS DEFINITELY SHED HIS GRACE ON ME IN THAT DEPARTMENT. I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO THE BEACH NEXT SUMMER A LOT WITH OLIVIA AND NOT FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO COVER THINGS UP. SO THOSE ARE MY SHALLOW GOALS. MY SISTER RHONDA, MY COUSIN NIKKI AND I ARE BIG SEX AND THE CITY FANS SO WE HAVE THIS THING WE SAY… SEX AND THE CITY THIS AND SEX AND THE CITY THAT. I HOPE THIS DOES NOT MAKE ME SOUND SHALLOW BUT IT’S A GOAL TO LOOK FABULOUS MOST OF THE TIME. IT’S BECAUSE I HAVE THOSE DAYS WHEN I DON’T GET TO TAKE A SHOWER UNTIL 6PM BECAUSE I AM WORKING OUT DURING OLIVIA’S NAP TIME. A GOOD DAY FOR ME IS WHEN I GET TWO WORKOUTS IN A DAY. WHEN OLIVIA IS TAKING A NAP AND WHEN SHE GOES TO BED. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE MY HUBBY’S GIRLFRIEND SO HE WON’T GO OUT AND GET ONE. :o) MY SISTER RHONDA HATES IT WHEN I SAY THAT. ALRIGHT I GOTTA WORKOUT. WISH ME LUCK TO GET INTO MY “CHRISTMAS JEANS”