I HATE WRITING WHEN I'M DOWN OR FEELING BAD. I DON'T WANT TO WRITE THOSE FEELINGS DOWN AND I DON'T WANT TO PRETEND LIKE EVERYTHING IS NORMAL. SO I TRY TO VENT IN OTHER WAYS. THIS WINTER HAS BEEN REALLY HARD FOR ME TO GET THROUGH. THE KIDS HAVE BEEN SICK SO I COULDN'T TAKE THEM OUT TO WORKOUT. SO I HAVE NOT BEEN WORKING OUT OR DOING THINGS FOR MYSELF. AND IT'S MADE ME SO DEPRESSED WHERE I WOULD JUST SIT AND CRY. I AM BETTER THESE DAYS AND I WANTED TO UPDATE MY KIDS BLOGS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TOO MUCH CATCHING UP TO DO. OLIVIA ONLY HAS TWO MONTHS LEFT OF SCHOOL AND SHE'S MOVING ON TO THE FIRST GRADE. SOFIA WILL BE TWO NEXT MONTH AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO WITH PLANNING HER BIRTHDAY. I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE HAVING A BIRTHDAY PARTY THIS YEAR FOR HER. I JUST WANT TO TAKE HER TO THE ZOO AND HAVE ICE CREAM AND CAKE WITH JUST FAMILY. SHE LOVES ANIMALS AND IT WOULD BE NICE TO WATCH HER EXPERIENCE THE ZOO FOR THE FIRST TIME ON HER 2ND BIRTHDAY.
I REQUESTED TO SCHEDULE A MOMMY AND ME PHOTO SESSION FOR ME AND THE GIRLS FOR MOTHERS DAY AND MY BIRTHDAY. I AM ALWAYS TAKING PICTURES OF THEM AND I AM NEVER IN THE PICTURES. I WAS VERY UPSET THAT I DIDN'T GET ANY PICTURES WITH THEM FOR EASTER THIS YEAR. I WILL POST A COUPLE OF PICTURES OF THEM AT THE END OF THIS UPDATE. I WANT BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF US TOGETHER FOR THEM WHEN THEY GET OLDER. I WOULD LOVE THEM FOR MYSELF ALSO. I AM JUST WAITING FOR THE PHOTOGRAPHER TO EMAIL ME BACK. IT'S ALMOST 10PM AND I HAVE L AUNDRY TO DO SO I WILL WRITE MORE LATER.
ANOTHER REASON WHY I BEGAN TO WRITE AGAIN WAS BECAUSE I FOUND SOMETHING I WROTE YEARS AGO AND I THINK IT'S REALLY GREAT. IT GAVE ME THAT GREAT FEELING AGAIN THAT I GET WHEN I WRITE.
(in the pictures) for easter we went to church. the girls dyed easter eggs with my father and had a little egg hunt. and we visited with family.
