trying to go back to normal

the girls have been tired and cranky for the past week. and now it is continuing on through this week. i've had a day from hell with olivia and now sofia won't go to sleep. she's had a bath, a nice warm bottle, and i held her for almost an hour. i am now going to have to let her cry it out. it's driving me crazy. i'm tired and i need to take a shower. i'm hungry because i barely got to eat dinner, olivia kept bugging me to go outside with her friends. i can hear olivia tossing and turning in her bed. i'm trying to stay calm and not give in because she will get use to me running down the hall to come and get her. so about 10 minutes has passed, she was literally screaming to the top of her lungs. i've done what i'm supposed to do so i have to just be patient. this day just keeps getting worse. olivia woke up, ran down the hall, and now sofia is crying again. i hate nights like tonight. i have like 5 loads of laundry to fold and put away. there is a sink full of dirty dishes...when does my job end so i can finally rest up for tomorrow. it's almost ten and i am so stressed and hungry. i don't have any food in the house because i din't go to the store today because i was too tired. i'm about to scream out the window because some douche bad is lighting fireworks off late into the night. omg when will this nightmare of a day end. i need some relief, these days seem to be harder and harder to get through. the light at the end of the tunnel is olivia going to school for 8 hours so i won't have to run run run all day. GREAT!!! now the stupid dog wants to go out. i seriously want to get rid of the dog, i have too much to do and he always wants to go outside at the most horrible times.