CRAZY CRAZY LONG DAY

I HAD A CRAZY LONG DAY TODAY. I WOKE UP IN A CRAPY MOOD. AND BY THE TIME I GOT OLIVIA AND MYSELF READY I WAS CRYING GOING OUT THE DOOR. I WAS JUST HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS. I DIDN'T LIKE WHAT I WAS WEARING, I NEED A BROW WAX, MY HAIR LOOKED UGLY, I FELT LIKE A WHALE AND THE LIST JUST WENT ON. AND SOME DAYS WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I LOOK UGLY TO MYSELF. AND THAT IS CRAZY CAUSE I AM NOT AN UGLY GIRL. SO WHEN I DROVE ALL THE WAY TO THE MALL CRYING. I SAT IN THE PARKING LOT TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I WAS NOT CRYING CAUSE RHONDA CALLED EARILER TO MEET UP AND HANG OUT. SO WHEN SHE SAW ME SHE KNEW I WAS CRYING AND WHEN SHE ASKED ME IF I WAS OKAY I SAID NO AND STARTED CRYING AGAIN. AND WHEN I CRY SHE STARTS CRYING. SO IT WAS ALL A MESS. SHE ASKED ME IF I NEEDED MONEY AND I SAID NO. THEN SHE ASKED ME IF I HAD ANY AND I SAID NO. SHE GAVE ME SOME MONEY AND SAID JUST BUY YOURSELF SOMETHING AND YOU WILL FEEL BETTER. I TOLD HER THAT I WAS OKAY..I JUST WOKE UP SAD AND COULD NOT STOP CRYING. SO I CALMED DOWN AND HAD A WONDERFUL DAY WITH MY SISTER. SHE ALWAYS TAKES CARE OF ME. NO MATTER WHAT WE GO THROUGH. SO WE WALKED AROUND THE MALL, ATE LUNCH, SHOPPED, LET OLIVIA PLAY IN THE KIDDIE LAND SECTION, AND THEN SHE RODE THE PONY. I BOUGHT TWO PAIRS OF PANTS FROM THE GAP. AND THEN I BOUGHT A FAB MIDDLE FINGER RING. SO A DAY FULL OF PAMPERING MYSELF MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. AND I TOOK THE PANTS OFF THAT I WAS WEARING AND PUT ON A NEW PAIR OF JEANS. DAMN THAT FELT GOOD. I THINK WOMEN HAVE TO HAVE MONEY TO UP KEEP THEMSELVES AND WHEN THEY DON'T THEY FEEL LIKE GODZILLA.
SO THIS FRIDAY MY SISTERS, MY MOTHER AND I ARE GOING TO THE MALL. WE ARE GOING TO A DIFFERENT ONE CAUSE I AM SICK OF ALWAYS GOING TO THE SAME MALL. AND I AM DYING TO GO TO MY FABULOUS MALL.
SO AFTER THE MALL I CAME BACK HOME. DONNY WATCHED OLIVIA SO I COULD TAKE A NAP AND THEN HE WENT TO A GAME. SO I TOOK OLIVIA TO A PLAYGROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO GET MUGGED. AT THE END OF PLAYING SOME THUGS CAME TO THE PLAYGROUND AND STARTED TALKING ABOUT MY JEWELRY REALLY LOUD. THIS BASTARD WAS TALKING ABOUT MY RING SAYING NAW THAT FAKE ASS RING. AND THEN TWO OF THEM WERE TALKING ABOUT ME AND KEPT LOOKING AT ME. SO I GRABBED OLIVIA AND GOT OUT OF THERE REALLY FAST. THIS NICE LADY WAITED FOR ME AND WAS WATCHING ME TO MAKE SURE THEY WERE NOT GOING TO TRY ANYTHING. I NOTICED THAT SHE WAS LOOKING INTO THE SITUATION. SHE BROUGHT HER GRANDKIDS TO THE PARK TO PLAY. MAN THERE ARE MANY ANGELS OUT THERE LOOKING OVER ME.