the right place at the right time!!!

okay. so i have been mentioning little hints that i am going into a dental program. i am at the school right now in the computer lab because i just filled out the application to get into the program. and i just took a test. i am waiting for them to contact me back to hear the good news... right? so i am totally putting positive energy all over this. i am going to stay positive. and they are calling a third party provider to pay for my program because i am using the government in helping me because i have a kid. so if they say yes...I AM IN. i thought i was going to have to wait until next year and when i found out i cried like a baby. but they are going to request that i jump a waiting list. omg, omg, and omg again. my hubby is laid off work right now. and we have been living off unemployment for a while now. so if i get into this program... i just might throw up. i have the opportunity to go through this program, learn, and get a job as soon as it finishes. while we are in the learning process, dentist will come to our classes to hire us. this is what i've wanted to do since high school. but i listened to other people telling me that i was not going to make any money. i didn't know there was a long listing process to get into the program. AND there are only 12 seats AVAILABLE. (can you tell i am sweating bullets now). if i am accepted and fully funded one of my dreams would come true. and this may not be big to others. my life has been so hard for the past three years. this is a big opportunity for me and i hope to GOD IN HEAVEN that this works out for me and my family. i am very excited right now so wish me luck!!!

SIMONE'S CHIC BOWTIQUE

WELL THIS IS WHAT MY NEW PROJECT IS FOR 2010. I HAVE BEEN MAKING BOWS FOR A WHILE NOW GETTING READY TO OPEN A BOOTH AT A LOCAL MARKET TO SELL THEM. I WILL BE SELLING BOWS, CLIPPIES, HEADBANDS FOR BABIES, HATS WITH BOWS ON THEM AND I THINK THATS IT. I AM EXCITED AND IMPRESSED BY HOW GREAT THE BOWS LOOK. THE HAT THAT OLIVIA IS WEARING IS SOMETHING THAT I WILL BE SELLING. I HOPE TO GET THE WORD OUT SOON. BUT IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE HAS BUGS UP THEIR BUTTS LIKE I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG. I GUESS I WON'T FOCUS ON IT BECAUSE IT WILL JUST MAKE ME MAD. BUT I'VE ASKED A FRIEND ABOUT THE FIELD THAT I WANT TO GET INTO (DENSISRTY) AND HAVE NOT HEARD ANYTHING BACK. WELL IF I HAD INFORMATION ABOOUT ANY SUBJECT AND SOMEONE ASKED ME I WOULD GREATLY TELL THEM. AND ANOTHER THING IS WHY ARE WOMEN SO THREATENED BY OTHER WOMEN HAVING BETTER THINGS OR OPPORTUNITIES. HOLY CRAP. GET OVER YOURSELVES. IT'S THE WHOLE "MEAN GIRLS" THING. I WANTED TO GET TOGETHER WITH SOME LADIES FOR PLAYDATES SO OLIVIA CAN HAVE SOMEONE TO PLAY WITH. AND I'LL SAY "CALL ME AND WE CAN GET THE GIRLS TOGETHER". BUT I HAVE NOT HAD ONE PHONE CALL YET. SO I AM ASKING IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING OR SAID SOMETHING WRONG. I GUESS IT'S GOING TO BE MY LITTLE FAMILY OF THREE. I AM TRYING SO HARD TO GET PREGNANT. BECAUSE I WANT OLIVIA TO HAVE A SIBLING. LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU HAVE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE TO LOVE YOU. I THINK THAT IS THE BEST THING IN LIFE. SO I AM HOPIING THAT I GET PRENGANT. AND IF YOU ARE READING THIS PRAY THAT I GET PREGNANT. I WANT THIS SO BADLY FOR OLIVIA AND I WANT IT FOR DONNY AND MYSELF ALSO. I WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER LITTLE DONNY/KIM TO LOVE. BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND IT'S BEAUTIFUL TO CREATE ANOTHER LIFE TO CONNECT US EVEN TIGHTER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES.
OKAY HERE IS ANOTHER BOW OF MINE. I HAVE A WEBSITE ALSO. BUT I HAVE NOT TAKEN PICTURES OF ALL OF MY INVENTORY SO I WILL POST IT LATER. IT'S NAMED AFTER OLIVIA. SIMONE'S CHIC BOWTIQUE

 

 

 

TODAY IS JUST A WEIRD DAY

OKAY I HAVE BEEN IN A CRAPPY MOOD ALL DAY AND I AM TRYING TO LET IT GO. BUT I WAS HANGING OUT WITH OLIVIA THIS MORNING AND MY NEIGHBOR KNOCKS ON THE DOOR TO ASK ME IF MY HUSBAND COULD TAKE HER KID TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY BECAUSE SHE HEARD THAT HE WAS TAKING HIS NEICES AND NEPHEW TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY TOO. IS THIS LADY CRAZY. MY CAR WOULD BLOW UP IF I ALLOWED THIS TO HAPPEN TOO.

santa clause

I’m sitting here watching cartoons with Olivia while she is eating breakfast. She woke up today earlier than normal. She will probably take an early nap and I might go down with her. She went to bed late and I am tired today. She is supposed to go to story time but she hates going and I am too tired to fight with her. She won’t get down and play with the other kids. And when they play music she has no interest in getting down and dancing. And if I put her down she starts crying and whining. So I don’t feel like fighting with her by getting her ready and then fighting with her at story time. We have clashing personalities so that’s what we do most of the time. The day always starts off normal and then for some reason she tries all day to piss me off. Donny thinks it’s funny because he is a witness to her efforts in making me mad. She has his personality so they are BFF’s. I am hoping it gets better but she is so stubborn I have a feeling she is going to be a horrible teenager. I hope I am wrong, she just needs to be in a lot of activities. I am anticipating the when she can go to dance class. I am going to put her in tumbling so she can release some of her energy in a positive atmosphere. She has more energy than I can handle. And since it’s too cold for her to go outside she watches too much TV. I want to get her the “Your baby can Read” learning system for Christmas.
We tell her everyday that Christmas is coming and Santa is going to bring her presents. She tells us daily new items that she wants Santa Clause to buy her. This morning she told me she wants a monkey shirt like my shirt. She also told me she wants new babies and lots of toys. And she asks me everyday; “Mommy where’s Christmas go”? I wonder if she will go insane when she takes her pictures with Santa this year. We are going to take her to see Santa next week. Well this is really boring so I’m going to go hopefully I don’t fall asleep.